No updates because of Chinese new year and both my sisters' return. Everything matters less when I have them around... more so this blog I reopened primarily to keep them updated on my life. Sounds bit selfish, but there's no point for timely updates when they are already back here with me =)
All that said, regular programming will probably resume soon as Miss Dot's leaving in a couple of days. It was a good few weeks though.
Anyway, just a random thought I had today though...
Loving a person with depression is never easy. They will push you away, hurt you, and sink back into self-loathing and refuse human contact or any form of aid you want to give them.
They will tell you that you deserve better than to be acquainted with them and ignore all your efforts to help them out of their personal hell.
And I've been there before, in that shit-hole of endless hopelessness.
Yet right now, I am in the slightly unusual situation of being in the position where I am not the depressed, angry, withdrawn, despairing one.
Good lord, dear friends. How did all of you put up with me back then? So grateful you all loved me when I was at my lowest.
You all have nothing but my love and admiration for sticking it out and sticking with me.
Thank you for being there when I'd given up on myself. =)
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