Hell-Raiser

It's not as much what you did that pissed me off as the disappointment of watching you, for the very first time, betray the trust and the respect the both of us worked so hard to maintain between the both of us.

I know as per the policy of honesty we both have agreed on, I really should tell you straight to the face when you have overstepped your boundaries. But I just don't feel like it. This crushing sense of disappointment just doesn't quite inspire any discussion that would most likely end with me feeling like I've wasted pointless effort on verbalising all this bullshit anyway.

So here goes. I say, fuck it. Until you have learnt to respect me and regain my trust, I am steering clear of you. I would like to keep this year as drama- and aggravation-free as possible, while trying very hard not to be unnecessarily caustic to anyone, so what I will do now is give you a wide berth, until this resolves itself.

I know I have major trust issues. You know that well enough yourself; you pride yourself on being someone I feel secure around to not ever feel threatened. It's just a damn shame you've got to go and shatter that, just because you weren't a big enough person, just one ruled by such foolish, foolish desires.

For all it's worth, I'm really, really sorry for you. But I am not your friend, and refuse to be your confidant any longer.