I've been on hiatus for the umpteenth time from this blog, and I'm starting to think that maybe I should close this domain that has been around for a decade, because there's this chapter of my life I think is coming to an end, as I approach the big three-O.
I've been in denial that I could keep this journal up and running forever - fact is, I no longer really feel like that rebellious, troubled teenager that started writing on a blog as a means to find herself... Maybe blogging was a cheaper form of therapy.
Doesn't mean I'm not going to write anymore though. Maybe I need a new addy, with some sort of focus for my postings. Hell, I've already been shifting my time to more regulated pieces on other domains.
We'll see about it. Maybe I might opt to go back to posting under a pseudonym, as I did, a long time ago, with that site that almost got me into trouble, but also had some of my most honest thoughts, instead of the censored crap I post here.
Sick of writing in riddles. Want an avenue to explore other topics instead of self-absorbed whinging. Want to reinvent myself as a writer - this has been stagnant way too long.
Most of all, want to say goodbye to bits of my past that have no place in my present. G, if you're reading this, take care and be well. I'm hoping that you remain where you've opted to be - as a part of my life that has already passed me by. This blog was once for you... And it's time to shed all that emotional baggage.
To my readers who have checked back for glimpses into my life: thank you for all the support, and for following my adventures here all this while.
Lastly, happy lunar new year to you all. :)